19.06.2006 or "Yet another wasted day"
Its a little early for blogging but gosh darn it if Im not the most bored I have been in a while. Truly I shoudlnt complain about having free time, on the contrary I should be enjoying it while it lasts, but do you ever get those days where your timing is messed up from when you wake up and you never quite muster the energy to do anything at all. And so you sit, maybe you watch some TV programme or another, mill around ideas in your head and then reject them all because you never quite gather enough steam to bring any to fruition. Thats what today is, a big pointless lethargic waste of time.
See, I partially blame the internet for days like this. You see with the internet, you can maintain such a low level of interest in what you are doing/ reading/ watching and still feel like you are partaking in some kind a valuable activity. But thinking about it, I have spent all morning on the internet doing one thing or another and acheived absolutely nothing of value. Lets see, when I woke up I watched some Anime, Elfen Lied, the one I told you about 15 post ago I had given up for dead, its still quite rubbish, but I watched it all. Lets see, I made some ramen, even though I had ramen for my evening meal last night also. I watched episode 13 of nana whilst I ate, all the time wondering why I still watch such ridiculous fluff. I took a shower and had a shave even though I have no intention of leaving this room today. I thought about doing lots of productive things but in the end, im still sitting here on the bed, typing my blog, which In a way is also kind of pointless, especially when I have nothing of substance to talk about.
Days like these make me forget Im actually on the other side of the world. I slip into a lethargic slob like state and all of a sudden look out of the window and think good god why are there huge skyscrapers and chinese signs everywhere. I guess If I was more confindent of my bearings and communication skills then I wouldnt feel so confined sometimes. It is easy to spend so much time on the internet when everything else is in a language you dont understand. Now I kind of understand why the overseas students I met at university were such horders, its a comfort thing, things which remind you of home help you to relax and to feel safe depite how fantastic and interestic the country is at time, sometimes you just want to get away from it all and recharge the batteries.
Im currently wearing the T-Shirt which has come back from the spiritual dry cleaners, it feels nice. Needless to say, there were no otherworldy visitations last night and sound sleep was had all round. Im going to force myself to do something productive tomorrow, get out of the house or do somethings which need to be done, anything other than mindlessly clicking through the net all day, hiding from the sun. Otherwise the only otherworldly corpse like aparition that floats through these halls is going to be me.
Ive recently added a truck load of favourites to my Youtube page. Its a good job I quit putting them up on here because there would be nothing but video screens on the whole site. I know I go on about it, but Youtube really is a revolution, I really do not know what I did without it. Of course it is also Youtube which allows me to post up my video clips for the site, and expect to see lots more of them when I get my act together and do something worth filming again.
I would like to keep on typing because it is keeping me occupied but I fear I really have nothing to say. (Spends at least 5 minutes staring at the screen blankly and thinking) Nope, Thats all.
See, I partially blame the internet for days like this. You see with the internet, you can maintain such a low level of interest in what you are doing/ reading/ watching and still feel like you are partaking in some kind a valuable activity. But thinking about it, I have spent all morning on the internet doing one thing or another and acheived absolutely nothing of value. Lets see, when I woke up I watched some Anime, Elfen Lied, the one I told you about 15 post ago I had given up for dead, its still quite rubbish, but I watched it all. Lets see, I made some ramen, even though I had ramen for my evening meal last night also. I watched episode 13 of nana whilst I ate, all the time wondering why I still watch such ridiculous fluff. I took a shower and had a shave even though I have no intention of leaving this room today. I thought about doing lots of productive things but in the end, im still sitting here on the bed, typing my blog, which In a way is also kind of pointless, especially when I have nothing of substance to talk about.
Days like these make me forget Im actually on the other side of the world. I slip into a lethargic slob like state and all of a sudden look out of the window and think good god why are there huge skyscrapers and chinese signs everywhere. I guess If I was more confindent of my bearings and communication skills then I wouldnt feel so confined sometimes. It is easy to spend so much time on the internet when everything else is in a language you dont understand. Now I kind of understand why the overseas students I met at university were such horders, its a comfort thing, things which remind you of home help you to relax and to feel safe depite how fantastic and interestic the country is at time, sometimes you just want to get away from it all and recharge the batteries.
Im currently wearing the T-Shirt which has come back from the spiritual dry cleaners, it feels nice. Needless to say, there were no otherworldy visitations last night and sound sleep was had all round. Im going to force myself to do something productive tomorrow, get out of the house or do somethings which need to be done, anything other than mindlessly clicking through the net all day, hiding from the sun. Otherwise the only otherworldly corpse like aparition that floats through these halls is going to be me.
Ive recently added a truck load of favourites to my Youtube page. Its a good job I quit putting them up on here because there would be nothing but video screens on the whole site. I know I go on about it, but Youtube really is a revolution, I really do not know what I did without it. Of course it is also Youtube which allows me to post up my video clips for the site, and expect to see lots more of them when I get my act together and do something worth filming again.
I would like to keep on typing because it is keeping me occupied but I fear I really have nothing to say. (Spends at least 5 minutes staring at the screen blankly and thinking) Nope, Thats all.
posted by Aaron | 10:08 PM
1 Comments:
hey man, not realy a relevant comment to the blog but is it just me or has youtube become rubish for every1. Cant get full screen vids anymore from them, was wondering if its my computer/connection or if they'd changed it.
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